to tired

I'm so f***ing tired. Haven't slept the last 24 hours just to make my Amuchii cosplay look okay. 
But it's so ugly the kimono is really to short and too small for my boobs uhg.
It just pisses me really off-.-
I was so happy to cosplay Shugo Chara with my lovely bf... and now?
I hate it to disappoit someone I like.
Especially her, Breaks my heart  </3